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Dear you x 2.
I want to forgive you, but I don’t feel comfortable having you in my life. This is for a multitude of reasons, self preservation among them.
Maybe my version of forgiving is simply to move forward. To no longer think badly of you, to no longer hate, to no longer despise or hold grudges.
Maybe you don’t even need to know that this has happened, because this forgiveness is for me.
I don’t have the time, emotional capacity or energy to carry the burden of our pasts, so it’s time I let them go from my mental space.
I hope you are okay, sincerely.
I am going to make a video blog (or a regular one- not sure yet) about forgiveness. Particularly how/why it’s best for the forgiver, rather than the forgiven.
Do you have any quotes/advice? I’d love to hear it (anon or not)
Yes; there’s a few things in my life that are getting me down BUT staying in my room all day/night isn’t going to help me feel less blergh
Go out and have fun. Get over the fact that you feel ill and stop being a miserable moo.
- Meh Moments
- How to be a normal human
- Thanks to all of you
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Today I am feeling particularly poorly and sorry for myself.
Funnily enough, watching this actually helped a teeny tiny bit.
Thanks, past Elle.
P.s I miss having your boobs! Damnit weight loss, you coulda left them!